last 2 weeks have almost been like 'hell week' for me... not that i need to push physical limits like shit naval divers endure, but something every uni student knows best.... MID-TERMS. well, i love to learn... but i HATE exams... the 2 weeks of mugging day and night to the wee hours really robbed me of so many things... had no time to rest... and the worst of all... no satisfaction despite all the work-input.
I guess thats becos my efficiency lately is very much lower than 100 percent.... thats due to high entropy of any irreversible process, where Delta S >>0, when we operate too far from desired equilibrium position. Work(required)>>Work(ideal)..... alrite... just some stuff from my thermodynamics modules... sorry if you are not a thermo maniac... ;)
well.. the point is.... sometimes competition and stress puts you in a state where we simply loose the joy for persuit of knowledge... we do for the sake of doing, not for the enjoyment of learning. in other words, try eating your favourite food everyday for every meal for 2 weeks... and you will find that it will soon become a pain in your ***!
