life?

seems like it has been a year since i returned to this dark and silent place. a place i deposit my deepest thoughts and feelings. i'm back. With a bag load of emotions - sadness, depression... and deep unhappiness.

ever wonder why u exist here? what sets you apart from the other 6 billion? what is life about? is life about living for happiness? what if i don't thing happiness belongs to me? it seems elusive all the time. is happiness a choice, or is it a lie? i duno.... does anyone know i'm hurt and deeply pining for love. no one, not even my closest knows.

can anyone hear me or see me? i feel so alone walking in a sea of faces. whats so good about life, i simply don't know.